poem

hmm so I'm thinking maybe I should just delete the post about giving up writing. new poem. doesn't really have a title, yet, but it kinda goes along with the last post i guess. enjoy?

I find myself falling for him

a terrible mistake

I can't assume he'll fall for me

or flirt for hoping's sake

I finally got over this

I was finally content

then he stepped into my life

and now I'm all but spent

He doesn't even know it

or even slightly suspect

but one day when I run away

I'm sure he'll always connect

what caused me to feel this way

what caused me to smile

while really I can't do this

I won't let my heart defile

                                      his

in a sad attempt to hold him

in a sad attempt to be his smile

I won't hurt his precious heart

I won't, I can't be vile.